Originally Posted by spokthecool
i know you guys like me right? am i smart to you guys or what?
Just ask yourself what you want, being popular by force or having a partner / friends who like(s) you, your very self. Sincerity in private life is very precious as there are so many situations in one's public life where one has to think strategically or pretend to be someone else.
This is grossly oversimplified, but there are people who love someone else because they find him/her pretty and there are people who find the person they love the most beautiful being in the world. I guess you are / want the latter type, so just wait until you meet someone who loves you, not just some shallow guy who just likes your popularity or your looks.