What's going on? Shoot me a PM if you want. It is NOT healthy to think of yourself as ugly or unattractive. Did some guy say some hurtful things? If so, ignore him. There is someone for EVERYONE out there, you just have to be patient. How old are you anyway? I think you are still in high school, so it is wayyyyy to EARLY to worry about finding "mr. right".
Always be yourself. Don't try to cover up and do things you THINK will please others.
To secure the peace is to prepare for war. -Metallica